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Saturday, July 28, 2012

u stuck in my heart ...

hey doll , first of all sorry yeah imran i just stole ure pic from ure fb :P sorry ok ! well , almost month i ddnt update my realfanta .. i miss u babe :) hmm sbok sket :P 
owh be4 we start yy nak share bby khloya n lamlam yy dah xde :( mati sebb pe x tau ... hope they may rest in peace there ... ibu kejam buang dlm longkang je ! im not there so i dont knoe what happened ! im gonna miss them ! x sempat depa nak jadi penyu :P

imran ... 
what can i say bout him ... well , along cbok kat kapal .. 2 ari skli bru contact .. but i knoe how busy dia kat cna :) xpe lah ... last 2 weeks bila awang n wak nak cek out . imran cekin here . theres a new guy again ... but im not interested to befriend with him .. so , yy ignore jer coz i miss my along badly jugak ... but i dunt knoe what happened that make us closer n closer ... how can i describe bout what i feel ryte now . i like him . but he attached to somebody else . he did asked me , "bole i cyg u sket ?" apa yy nak jwb ? i cant take the risk anymore ... be with sumbody yg dah taken ... gosh ! but i cant deny it . i told him too i love him .. n in my mind , this is just for a while :) im single , i can do whatever i want n be with who ever i want :P who care ?? but this is soooo different ! i cant forget him at all ! i felt d jealous feeling whenever im with him .. gila lah !! im going to quit end of this month actually , but im waiting for him to leave first then i will leave too ... is that love ?? bullshit ! im not going to marry a welder ! but , syg ... how laaaa :( he did asked me , "can we just keep in touch later ?" n he did told me "im not going to contact u anymore after this ." either dia or me , we both confused .like everyday cakap merapu . hey we r not loving couple lah !! im counting ... like suddenly i remembered what ive told my ex , "im not going to hve a bf as long as i x dpt guy yg lagi bagus dri u  .."
n imran came in my life . totally imran is much much much better than rizal .. gosh ! again with d same situation .. but kali ni dfntly yy xkan let my feeling makan dri sndri is it ? so xpe lah , x slh if yy rsa cyg dia sket utk tempoh waktu yg sgt sekejap .. x lama mybe less than a month je ... then he leave n bye bye klang ... at least , be4 i resign , ade kenangan kat bayu view hotel ni :) tragis btol .. along laaa , awang sewel lgi :P , hanif yg ting tong lgi ... hisyam yg cnfident hensem lgi .. adeq yg rewang nya .. wak yg selenga nya :P yy xkan lupa lah sume nih ... diorg bombastic sgt !!! friends come n go yaya :) 
be strong ya n dont count it because it will hurt ureself ....

LiVe LaUgH LoVe

Thursday, July 12, 2012

kesian kan lah dia :P

hey doll good morning <3
well , yesterday i released everything to farrah , my gedik doll :) hahahaha ! actually i almost quit yesterday but suddenly my directors called me and asked me to come down to hotel because they have something to ask me . alamak x lain x bukan lah ni ! then they forced me to tell , so i just share with them about this stupid budak2 punya kes :P nak buat cmne kan ... rupanya2 , dorg pon dah mmg tau dia ni mmg talam dua muka ! by then , i bru sure yg actually i already choose d wrong friend ! goshhhh ! i ddnt said anything , but suddenly puan said "betul lah mr.santiran mmg kata dia ni talam dua muka pon" ... hmmm then mmg kecian lah dia , stress sgt kot :P they did told me at anytime they can kick her out because she is an outsider ... btol2 x sedar diuntung ! tpi ktorg byk nya kesian laa . dia ni nak attention sbnrnya .. so bagi kan je lah :) i dunt have to worry actually , people nowadays dorg berfikir sblm buat any spekulasi tpi klau spesis paleolitik mcm dia , mungkin x lah kot :) everybody at my back :) alhamdulillah , i will not say anything , just let them judge :) btw , what farrah n me promised insyallah we will do it next year :) kumpul duit byk2 dlu yer .. owh btw , yy dah plan nak bli galaxy tab nnt so doakan saya berjaya yer :P
love u guys !
LiVe LaUgH LoVe

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

sementara bole bercakap :)

hey dolls , ok lets move to another story :) but this is not my story but a friend of mine .. btw my friend , she just moved to another place . with a new job n she did told me that she felt very happy to be there . then suddenly after a few month , she called me n told me sumthing bad about her new friend .. like when the first day she moved there she knew this 1 girl who is her housemate lah kan ... so she try to be nice to her . in a few days they get closer . but sumtimes , she can feel an uneasy feeling like she thinks that the girl was not too sincere to be her friend .. y ? she dunt knoe .. then , after few month somebody told her everything ... like whenever she's not there , this girl will start talking bad about her .. poor that girl :) like im going to 'mengilai' kuat2 whenever i remember about all the things she told others :

my friend is ....

gedik ....
asal depan lelaki je dah mula ........
asal kluar bilik nak kunci pintu , sape tah nak rembat barang dia ....
n some more laaa ...

see , how kampung was that ??? let her do lah whatever she wanna do ! omg , knape lah nak saket hati ... hmmm  how poor that girl kan . the most bad thing is klau dah benci jgn lah bermuka2 .. depan pijak semut x mati .. tpi blkng , dikutuk2 .. yeah 1 more thing .. kita ni klau benci org simpan je lah dlm hati ... jgn di buruk2 kan org tu dekat org lain ... kan x baik .. kesian tau , that girl pon dah silap , dia buruk2 kan my friend kat org lain tpi dia lupa klau dia bodoh , dia bole bodohkan org lain .. definitely nop :) yg others tu nak kan kepastian pegi tny my friend is it true n when they heard from d both side , so dorg tau who is true who is not .. ishhh3 ? luckily my friend x marah pon its just ktorg rasa funny sgt , mybe she wants an attention n tkot org lain berkawan nnt dia xde org nak kawan kot ... just look at her physically n mentally .. hancorr ! yeah , itu paling sedih . jadi my friend halal kan jelah apa yg dia nak buat .. biar lah dia kan 'senior' :P

p/s untuk diri sendiri jugak :
kita hidup kat dunia ni x lama .. kita x bole control apa yg kita suka , apa yg kita x suka .. so x salah klau kita benci org .. tpi jgn lah kita burukkan org .. mcm yaya sndri yy ade je kawan yg selekeh , busuk , xde adab dpn public .. tpi yy x penah bgtau dia sbb yy xnak dia kecik ati ... paling penting , klau kita x suka org jgn buruk2 kan org tu kat org lain .. sumtimes , mungkin kita cuma nak meluahkan .. tpi x terfikir ke , bila kita bercakap buruk pasal org lain , umpama kita nak bgtau kat org yg dibagitau tu jgn kawan ngan org tu .. ishh jahat tu . biar diri sendiri judge org tu sudah .. jgn pakat ramai2 nak boikot org . siapa lah kita ni nak kondem2 org betul x ? kdg2 x bole nak salahkan org mulut jahat ni pon jugak .. sbb mungkin dia dri background yg broken ? siapa tau .. so utk yg rsa diri di benci tu , x apa .. biarkan aje .. sementara dia boleh bercakap biar dia bercakap ... dia happy kan mcm tu ? awak pon akan happy jugak sbb scara x lansung awak tau ade org jealous dgn awak :) jadi ignore je anasir2 kotor ni , dunt let it close to you :) igt apa yg di pesan , better to not know than knowing :) 
LiVe LaUgH LoVe

happy belated birthday yaya :)

hey yaya ! happy belated birthday :) sweet 21 yeah !! well , u grow up fast yeah ... like cant belved it u already in a 20s zone ! so please wake up n be more mature :) make peoples feel easy to be with u :) for haters , forever u cant stop them hunny .. ok lets remind ure memories ! what was happened on 29th june 2012 ??? well , im lucky i got my buddies all the way from sapura kencana here :) well , along , hisyam , kecik , sham , botak , and some more guys (sorry i cant rmember ) lol ! they bought me a cake n it was wrote on top "HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAYAH" !! hahaha ! its cool yeah along :) they r sooo sweet . badly , i ddnt snap any picture because i dunt knoe y ! but its ok , it is forever cool as long as i keep here , deeeeppppppppp in my heart <3
they r soo sweet ! well , along just left to sabah n d rest will leave end of this july . hmm , rilex yaya ... friends come and go :) well , i miss along badly .. tpi nak buat cmne , everyday i just can talk to him less than 30mnts :( hanif , d crazy guy ever ! already left . so i lost my 'mengilai' frens again :) sigh , really miss along .... like everyday when i sleep , his 'topi kerja' will accompany me :) so , like we planned .. end of this year mybe along n hisyam will come again n look after me :) yeah , we will see :P

ok , so happy birthday yeah yaya'h' :P lol !

LiVe LaUgH LoVe