hey , new post eh :)
well , me n imran ... we back together .. i cant lah wey , ssh btol nak lupakan myimran tuh .. last raya nyte , he called me back n we talked :) hmm i really cant ! then we met again last week ! aiyayaaaaiii i miss him badly :) we spent time together be4 he went to his kapal . i hate that kapal very much ! tpi imran pegi keje , then its ok :) hmm , dah brp ari imran xde .. u knoe i promised him like 'im yours' baby .. so yy rasa mcm dah mse utk yy berubah .. yy yakin , this is d ryte time :) so imran told me like "i can hold that right but promised me u wont do anything bad behind my back !" so i keep his word very well deep in my heart .. d only person who knows bout me n imran are shaman n farrah my 'gossipgurls' :P now , imran kat kapal , me still be me yg imran nak n me want it too ! so imran cant simply said like "u x bole berubah smata2 sbb i b ..." no im not ! i promised to myself too lah cyg !! so farrah n shaman knew that im alone now while imran atas kapal nuuuuuuuuunn jauh kat tgh laut ! so they just invited me to join them tgk liveband near sunway n dfntly i want it !! yeayy :) but how can i let imran knoe because i cant call him n i just can wait until imran call me . but me still went there with shaman n farrah n will let imran know once he call me nnt :) while we wre at d liveband , im glad ! im proud to be myself ! i just drank pineapple juice n aftr a few hours 1 of fruit punch :) im glad ! thank you Allah coz u protected this 'jahil' girl :) shaman n farah said "you r such a strong gurl yaya , we dunt trust u at all but now we knoe that u will not do any bad things after u promised to ureself n imran" im glad too !! i knoe i can do it ! but apa yg sedihnya ....
sejak imran naik kapal , dia sll syak yaya mula buat benda x baik n x snonoh sbb dia xde . hina sgt ke yy ni ? apa x layak lnsung ke yy nak berubah ? knape yer imran x trust yy lnsung ? yy fikir dari hari ke sehari ... everytime imran kol .... well u knoe cara dia tny tu yg buat yy rsa x sedap hati .. nape dia syak yy x tentu pasal ? yy try tny imran jugak .. n he said "yeah , jujur i ckp mmg i syak u .. tpi i x tuduh" apa bezanya ? yy xnk ade prasaan yg pelek2 camni .. yy really miss imran tau :( tpi klau cmni lah jadinya , yy rsa better imran jgn kol sll . yy xnk dia syak2 yy . n yy tkot nnt klau imran terlalu x yakin ngan yy , yy takot yy pon akn give up utk semua nih .. yy perlukan imran ... perlu sgt2 ! yy happy everytime imran kol , last 3 nytes , yy bgn pagi tgk ade miskol dri kapal , so yy pegi mnd yy wak hp skli msok toilet sbb yakin lah kunun imran akn kol lgi :P tup tup mmg dia kol !!! heeee hebat kan :P tpi he turned off my mood sbb dia tny , u kat mne ni ?? buat apa ni ?? n me told him im in d toilet ! n he asking me again n again "ckp btol2 u ktne ni ??" eh , sikit x byk yy trase sgt .. yy beriya gelabah hayam bwk hp bagai tpi disyaki pulak :( esok nya aftr hari yy pegi tgk liveband ngan shaman n farah , he called me as usual .. so yy citer lah yy g tgk liveband apa sumer .. imran responded me very well . but he said jgn terlalu lewat blek n jgn sll sgt .. im glad he tolerate bout that but if let say imran kata jgn pegi dah dfntly yy xkan pegi da .. seriously ! yy bole je .. tpi yg x sedapnya , dia syak yy minum beer kat cna .. sumpah x ! yy minum pineapple n fruitpunch je .. nape lah imran ni .. yy ni nmpk mcm syaitanirajim sgt ke ?? :P geram pulak hati ni .. btol lah dia kta dia ade hak tu so dia gunakan hak tu .. tpi yy bgi dia hak utk jga n btolkan yy bkn hak utk syak x tentu hala .. ive promised to myself , if i did anything bad behind him , i will back off from him .. itu jnji yaya .. yy ok .. x apa lah duhai hati klau imran x pecaya , tpi yy n tuhan tau yy x penah tipu imran .. itu pasti :) yy tkot nnt klau imran terlalu syak yy nnt dia tawar hati . tpi btol jugak , klau xde jodoh mne nak paksa .. bia shaman n farrah said that im stupid ! wasting my time with him ! im still young n should enjoy my life ! bkn duduk diam dgr ckp imran ! im young !!!! but i knoe , what is d best for me . klau ditkdirkan kptusan yy tu akn buat yy kecewa suatu hari nnt , yy jnji yy xkn penah rsa menyesal dgn keputusan yy tu :) yy cyg imran .. xpe , biar stu dunia kta yy bodoh , sbb yy tau yy kenal siapa imran . klau suatu hari nnt dia kcewakan yaya , its ok :) at least yy penah dpt ksih cyg imran ... yy x brani janji episod myimran dlm realfanta ni smpi bila , tpi yg yaya tau , dia ade dlm hati ni :) sabar ye hati , bia imran x pecya kaw jnji kaw x khianat janji kaw sndri . igt tu nurul hidayah norazlan ..
ni pic mse yy n farrah n shaman tgk liveband aritu .. sronok jugak lah :) checkidouuutttt
