cinta ...
when we talked bout love org just nampak seronok , indah , heaven ..
itu untuk org yg dpt cinta sejati lah kunun :P n by dat time i just mmpu ckp , untung lah ade org cyg ....
indah kalau dicintai kan . bila org tgk i , org igt i ni x reti serius dalam cinta , such a player tapi org nmpk ke apa i pk ? apa yg i rasa ? no ones knoe . hmmm , hey chill lah yaya kaw baru 20 ! itu yg org ckp , tpi mcm mne dorg seronok rsa disayangi tu lah yg aku nak rasa ... 3 kali fail dalam falling2 nih . sape yg salah ? i x reti pilih ke ? o dorg yg x reti hargai aku ? ke i x pndai jg bf ? i dunt hve d answer . hmmm , indah nya kalau dicintai :) tpi kan yaya x penah rasa pon sume tu . my sys n my frens called me player , playgirl .. tpi dorg phm x apa yg aku rasa ? mybe itu yg org nmpk but sepnjng i ade bf i x penah layan guy lain . i sll ckp ,
i only hve a scandals when im single n i dunt hve scandals when i hve a bf :)
like seriously , i x penah khianat org yg i cinta . d last time ive fell in love , mse tu bln6 2011 . im pretending like im happy , n dia mungkin igt i dah khianat dia , d word that i hate when he called me was 'babe' but to show dat im happy i called him wif dat word n mybe dia rsa dia dah xde dalam hati ni . he promised me dat he will stop from having a scandalicious but mybe dia lupa , dgn bangganya dia call bgtau dia rsa dia dah nak terscandal dgn officemte dia . by that time i rasa mcm , nape lah aku yg kena sume nih ? xde nilai sgt ke cinta aku ? i buat2 happy nih kunun i ade guy lain walhal i hve no one msa tu . n mcm mne frustnya msa tu , only god know ! sampai hati dia kan ? but , here i am ! yes , yaya lah :P skang dah bln10 2011 , almost few months i single , but here d story ..............
by d time i wat kptusan nak stay umah sewa acha , theres my life begin ! mlm2 first lgi i dah hangout wif my new scndal , blek nth pukul brp . mcm xde hari esok .. makin hari makin ligat , hari2 tukar scandal . sronok ? sumpah i x rsa apa pon . hmm , mna lah rasa cinta ni ? mula2 mmg plek tpi lama2 i found out yg sonok lah life cmni , bydtime nor panggl i cikaro hahaha klaka kan ! i rsa mcm best giler , klau becinta kne btl2 , ni scndal bole tukar2 ari2 . sronok nya .......
tpi bnd tu xkn kemana , dah brp bulan mcm ni lah rasa , sumtmes alone , my bff ? dah xde , sume ilang .. mungkin i dah x penting kot . yes i hve no one . almost sbln cuti sem nih , thanks atiena kol aku hari2 msj hari2 . kta tukar2 crita, thnks ayang :) hmm , sedih ? mesti lah , tpi sir ckp friends come n go . so do love it come n do . i dah jatuh x kesah dah sume nih . tpu lah klau x nangis skli dua . but after dat i ok blek :)
smlm while i getinto d kl room in ym i knew dis 1 guy . dia x muda lah but xlah tua n dia lecturer utk dis 1 IPTS . as usual scandal :p but i rsa mcm bnd yg penah jdi 6 7 buln yg lps mcm nak jdi lgi ..
aftr dah borak2 he text me ..
thnk god i jmp u dlm chatroom arini :)
after borak lama , i rsa mcm dia baik sgt .. dia bkn je anggp i mcm scndal but dia willing to share any kind of story . i nak mengadu dia dgr , so dia baik :) n smpi aftr i told him sumthing n dis is what he replied me :
ermm , such in d world my dear , wont normally get to have what we want , reality n dream do not oweys meet , just think positive dear .. remember , u r only 20 , a looooong way to go :)
i can understand how u feel sayang .. i cant n wont promise , but until u get ure real lifetime dream man , i will pamper u d best i can ...
klau lah d 1 sweet guy text korg cmni , x ke touched dibuatnya .. hmm , betul ckp dia , i muda lgi ... watpe nak sedih2 kn , n d best thing is dia sll igtkan i jgn harapkan mimpi jadi kenyataan ... ok i will remember that ..
ok enuff for today , mengarut byk pon nnt korg x phm kan :P
love u guys muahh2 !
